But that’s just me trying not to get my feelings hurt.
Soooo. This week imma see…..cause right now I think he’s added others to the roster and I’m sitting here at one. It’s okay imma find the Australians and make real good friends.
It’s sad seeing two people who used to be best-friends walk past each other as if their friendship never happened. It’s just this one big slap to you that in this life, nothing is forever. The friends you have now can be the enemy that will destroy you tomorrow. And that is hella scary.
I want someone to really want me. Make a big deal about me, tell me I’m on your mind way too fucking much but you kinda like it. Make it completely obvious that I’m the person you want. Tell me you can’t wait to see me; show me how you feel so I can feel it too.
Make me feel something I’ve never felt before. Tell your friends about me & I’ll tell them about how you make butterflies swam my stomach. Want me as much as I want you.
I’m stuck between wanting:
1. A long lasting relationship with my soulmate who supports me and protects me and is my partner and we are completely bad ass together and in love
2. Wanting to have casual sex and rip out the heart of everyone person I meet
3. Being independent and having a loyal dog while I’m married to my career
It scares me how accurate this is.